Thoughts about current state of contentment or lack thereof.

I am at a point in my life where I'm just not sure about a lot of things. What is the next step when you lose your job? Why should you go get one when you would rather stay home with your family? What do you do when you can't find a job that suits you? It's hard to know when to settle or not... I know that God has all the answers, but I still feel like a blithering idiot. Maybe I am crazy. Because I am at the point where I am, (only working a part-time job and having to work hard to find a worthwhile job beyond that) I wish now, even more, that I could be married and able to stay at home. However, God has not seen it fit to provide a husband, that I know of, yet. Maybe I am not ready, but that is for Him to decide, not me. I cannot deny that I wish He would decide that I was ready. Wishing it so will not make it happen though.
So, I guess that my prayers are for wisdom to know what my next step is, patience to be content to wait, and God's hand and timing in all of it.