Still searching but maybe not His will, maybe something else...

I am really restless right now. I want to be getting out and doing things, going places. And not just in the town, or even outside, in other states or even other countries. This is not the first time that I have been restless. I am not sure what the root of this is, but here it is. I would just ask for prayer right now as I try to let go and give my entire life to God. I want Him to have everything down to the last hair on my head, and the last thought in my mind. I just am not sure what to do or to think right now. I was challenged today, which is hard, but good. And there are other things that are going on in my life where I feel like it is slowly but surely crumbling. I am loosing the certainty that I do have, once again, and I will have to find a new one somehow, someway. But I don't even know where to start, how to even begin.

Searching for His will

Trying to find God's will for your life can be very difficult. I am in the process of searching. I think that I am being lead in the direction of missions, but I am not sure. There was an open door, or so I thought, that I tried to go through only to find the door to be shut in my face. I am now looking for another door, or a window, or something, maybe even the glue on my chair. If you don't know what I meant by that, I was referring to the possibility of no opportunity available of which I am to take advantage of. Searching is never fun, it takes so long to find the results that you are looking for, and sometimes, the results that you find are not what you expected.