Busy. The one word that seems to sum up my days lately. But does it really? What about all the other stuff that goes on in between. The times when I was so happy that I could barely contain myself. The times that I was so disgusted with myself I wasn't sure that I really deserved to be on this earth. Then there are all of the questions that I have been asking myself. Some of those questions are yet unanswered. Others are in the process of being answered, still more have been answered. God has been teaching me a lot lately, a lot about myself and others around me. Sure, I could just say that I am busy, but it is such a lame and shallow one-word answer to the way that my life has been going lately.
I think that we all have regrets about something or other in our lives. I have some more recent ones. I prefer not to share what they are. But there are those times when you somehow wish that something would have gone differently, you could change the past, and then you look back and ask yourself how you could have been so stupid to stumble all over again. However, we cannot and I would like to ask for your prayers if I may.
Also, now that I have finished school I am trying to figure out what the next step might be. There are many ideas on the table, I am not sure how many of those ideas are options. I am trying to think about and weigh as many as I can. I want to choose wisely the path that I believe God wants me to take. I may not have always done that before, but I shall strive to now.
